"Everything alright, Maya?" her mother asked, her voice soft but laced with concern. Maya jumped, the sudden sound making her heart leap into her throat. She was meticulously arranging the fairy lights around the patio, each tiny bulb a source of both frustration and fascination. Her sister, Chloe, was having a party. Maya's was at the same time.

“Fine,” she mumbled, her voice catching slightly. She avoided her mother's gaze, pretending to concentrate on untangling a particularly stubborn knot in the string of lights. Chloe’s party was going to be massive. A DJ, a dance floor, the works. Maya’s? A few board games and pizza.

The thought of facing a comparison, of inevitably being seen as “less than,” made her chest feel constricted. She felt the urge to start running. To just… escape. She forced a smile, pushing the knot in the lights harder, as if to squeeze the feelings away.

Emotion: on edge

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.77 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.35

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion on edge. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 on edge stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the on edge emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the on edge vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😖0.228
😣0.224
worse0.223
urges0.216
느껴0.214
Suppressed:
de-0.514
la-0.391
a-0.366
B-0.332
L-0.283